rp orientation was fun!the malay guys in my group freaking hyper,i feel bad that im not going tmr and i didn go today as well cause i overslept,SORRY BEN!PANGSEHED YOU CAUSE OF THAT><
i wokeup and went back to sleep,kind of boring i cant wait for school to start cause holidays are getting really boring,there are so many people i need to meet,rachel ho pigg get your ass online so i can talk to you and mel is too busy to reply my smses hmmm
things i wanna get or buy:
120 GIG IPOD CLASSIC!i need it to kill boredom in the 161,playing hp games will cause me to go blind before im 20.
change my god damn plan to student plan or the smses are just gonna explode so much my mum is gonna murder me again.

im going back barker to play ball with juniors,lets hope i play well,the last time i played like shit. and right not im playing ps2,using facebook and blogging for the first time since the moon lived next door.oh ya im gonna quote annettes blog line here my mum wants me to do stuff but im in a stone state,and my butt and brain are fighting apparently my butt is winning cause its glued to the chair.oh yea to some people,if you wanna come,just come dont ask whose there and stuff and then at the end you tell me see how,thats just so fuckedup cause it just tells me what to do the next time and that is dont call you.i been training my layup the last few days and it is freaking tiring like keep running and layup i wonder how long will it take before i can actually left hand layup,if this goes on probably a year?im a failure at layups man can you believe a 18 year old bballer who has 6 years of experience under his belt dosen know how to layup?its unheard of,oh yea im still deciding whether to join rp floorball or rp basketball,cause i wanna join a sport where i can finally win something,not waste my time in some sport which i love so much yet makes me fustrated.its tough to try be nice all the time when some people just take you for granted sometimes i just wanna give some guys/girls a punch on the face,rachel ho where are you when i need someone to complain to!AND YES CAT HIGH FINALLY LOSING,UNTIY SEC WON CAT HIGH THEN PRESBYTERIAN HIGH ALSO WON CAT HIGH!POWERRRRRRRRR LOSE RLA DOG HIGH IMPORT PLAYERS STILL LOSE GO EAT YOUR BALLS

i had a damn bad dream last night,dreamt that it was armagedon,and that the whole world was encased in ice and snow,it was really bad,im so glad its just a dream or else hell gonna break loose

was watching final destination in the bus just now,how scary it is to know when your gonna die,the first question will perhaps be,how your gonna die?its scary right?its impossible to tell one's destiny,but changing it if you know it will lead to worst events.Besides likewise in the show the coffin,its impossible to get rid of bad karma,just live it out and perhaps make do with it,its unfair to our loved ones if things happen to them,we should face whatever comes bravely no matter what,cowards aren allowed to live.Okay enough about death,went to watch men's division 2 final, whyn nam vs chong ghee csc,whyn nam should have won but well i guess give some respect to chong ghee,they played harder and although referee's decisions were bias at times,chong ghee certainly deserved to win the title as a spirited 4th quarter comeback clinched the title for them,for whyn nam,hong wei jian missed a crucial layup with whyn nam trailing by 1 and team mate no.5 missed the putback and chong ghee sealed it with free throws from the charity stripe.watching whyn nam play,i really wanna improve and make it to the team,if even singapore team players like boon kiat and soon hua struggled,then how would i fare?probably worst?and btw han bao played super well,his offensive rebounds kept whyn nam in the lead throughout the game but his 3 point attempt was long as they searched hard for a hero,number 5 then made a meaningless 3 when the game was decided.

Melissa and fangyu you both are feeling down,cheer up soon alright?you two are fantastic people and friends to me i will always be here for you both,may you two be happy always!

went sbc to watch jc matches with fangyu today,well i conclude that weixian of aj and chee siang of tj are zhai,the rest are kind of not performing,weixian bulldozed his way for 19 points i think? he even shot in a 3 pointer and was 6 of 6 at the line.Chen jiarong chipped in with 15 points including 3 crucial baskets from beyond the arc.this was the only match i observed closely so yea aj just overpowered jj la,inside presence of weixian just too much and jiarong timely 3 pointers help break jurong's comeback time and time again.


OMGGGGGG I FEEL LIKE SOME EPSN ANALYST,jarl was being a idiot today keep suaning ford and stuff and making me laugh like some hyena during the tpjc vs ijc match.IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH TJ'S KOH CHEE SIANG!

im feeling kinda empty at the moment,theres something missing in my life,its not a girlfriend,nor is it something personal but just the will to do stuff,you know in everyday's life you go around and make friends,talk,suan people etc but at the end of all of it what do you get?nothing,i seek a way to make my life more fulfilling,more exciting and perhaps more forgiving.basketball can only take you to a certain level even then your still not good to compete with the elite.so whats the whole aim of playing ball?you get injuries,make enemies and even curse and swear randomly,someone give me an answer please im racking my brains out already im at rachel's house now and posting this effing lame post all about thoughts,but i guess its good to let out some unknown stuff,okay going back to pool bye!

threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,i was hot from 3 point land today,well its just one of those days im glad i finally played well in a full court game.Looks like its perth in 2 days,take care everyone i will be gone for about a week so im gonna miss everyone here,hopefully i enjoy it there and good night everyone!

The best feeling anyone can have, is the realisation that you've been appreciated by others.

man today was a great day,except for the minor misunderstanding on the court,ah anyway at least everyone is happy again,hopefully this dosen change anything.aiya fangyu cheer up alright?i promised i will be here for you next time,my phone ran out of bat so i couldn reply your sms sooner and omg going jarl(GAL!) house to stay!lets hope me and houson dont rape "HER"! aiya dont xiang wai people jarl is a guy in fact and although he looks like a girl(oops) hes not:) okay heading off now BYE!

i guess its rp for me,haha so much for wanting to go tp,anyway lets be postive,i get to make new friends,GET TO STUDY(LIKE WOW),get into a course i really want-aviation blahblahblah. BTW today went swimming with friends,and i kind of enjoyed it,then balled till 10 plus,super shacked man,my feet aching like mad and fingers get numb.maybe im growing old!damndamndamn. im ultra tired now so good night people,have fun for those peeps in jcs and for those going to polys study hard! NIGHT PEOPLE

rip 3326724

you dont remember important stuff,you come tome just to ask for help,you flopped on outings and just a mere sorry?is that it?am i gonna believe all the bullcrap your sprouting from your god-forsaken mouth?is there any difference?your just a lousy friend that dosen treat her frends well.so what if your popular?so what?you dropped out of plmgs when you were sec 3,you went to private school,didn you want face?dont tell me you dropped out of school cause your parents told you to,you might as well tell me to offer you my head.Seriously is sorry gonna change anything?busy?busy is the worst excuse i heard since someone told me "oh i didn come cause my dog ate me up"so dropping out of tp isn man?so doing something one dosen like is very man-like? and you?never being there for me when i tried so hard to be there for you,no matter how busy i was i set aside time for you and what do you do?you dont answer my texts,you dao people on msn why is it when you apologise your so active on msn?it just shows everything,comeon admit it your just a flirt who texts guys so much you dont even have time for your closer frends,are guys that important?they fall for you you run to me complaining they aren good enough,what are you-miss universe?loserest girl on earth you mean,its a curse to meet and even know you,i regret telling yew jin omg ******* is so nice shit man that must have plasticine covering my eyes,you fooled me for 4 years,i dont think i know anyone except my family and yew jin longer.tell me about it comeon scold me,go ahead petty loserish guy comeon scold me...why aren you scolding?are you feeling guilty?is guilty gonna change anything?i regret being best frends with you,your just a person who makes excuses for stuff that means so much to another person.on my 16th birthday what did you do?you agreed to go out with me,and then next day?"oh my mum dont allow me go out" you think thats a good excuse?is it just a joke to you?so what if you apologised?aplogising a million times wouldn help.if i killed your mother or father and apologised is it gonna help?will it make a freaking difference?your not my gf but you hurt me worse then most people did and it hurts,it sucks that i thought you were awesome as your a year younger and gave good advice its just words from a hypocrite.a hypocrite who stays in pasir ris,who goes to wesley methodist church,who liked glen and when he rejected you i called and comforted you,when brother bullied you i was there for you,and how did you repay me?you pangsehed me,give me false hope.your a worm a low down creature i cant imagine people dating you,so what if your pretty?so what if your good with guys?you got a guy looking down on you now,SO FINAL CONCLUSION we go our own ways to each of his/her own you will be happier without me as a frend,no one to make you feel guilty after all to you its just another guy?and to me i have 1 lesser person to argue with and one lesser loser in my life.so get off my msn cause you make me really sick

blahblahblah just some ranting about a "frend" and well long story anyway i got into nyp,im appealing to tp cause i clearly dont want tammy poly.she fell in love with me and saboed me to nyp omg god have mercy on my soul,school's only starting in april,long way to go,have alot of things to finalise before term begins
1-CHEM TUTION
2TRAIN HARD FOR BASKETBALL
3MAKE SURE STUDY HARD IN POLY OR REALLY HOPELESS ALREADY
4MAKE TOMORROW A BETTER ONE FOR EVERYONE
and lastly goodnite everyone have a good night sleep

i feel dead,i feel lazy,i feel bored,i feel sian.Everything is all about feelings,cny is approaching,i feel like i just met my aunts yesterday,time passes so fast im trying to discipline myself for poly life,so far so good,my body alarm is crazy though and i need to train hard,this is the last year i can play for u18 youth cup hopefully everything is going smoothly,i cant afford anymore bumps in the road

skies have fallen,roses turned blue.you know sometimes some people respond to challenges,some dont well what if the challenge is smth that might change ur life?alot of people might just say ah get it over with sometimes its not easy aha i kind of miss aussie actually in fact i actually dun mind moving there,a house with an ocean view certainly appeals greatly to me,I WANT PENTHOUSEEEEEEEEE,NOT THE MAGAZINE U SICKO THE HOUSE WITH THE THINGY AT THE TOP.ARGGG expensive kills evrything.



BTW,went out with rena seah on tuesday,walao the stupid uncle was half an hr late so much for opening at 12 o clock,and she beat me 7-4 in pool la.Ought to be shot!anyway we walked around plaza sing and i went back to get the gum for her.CURSE YOU BECAME BOGAY:)shes shifting house la man cant see her in senkang anymore and went nyp open house ytd=BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG,i think tp camp more exciting please and tp camp is alrd so boring.LETS GO VJ LETS GO,i felt random and starting saying that ytd.okay so olevel results is on monday,kind of glad its nearing at last,i hate being kept in suspense,hopefully dont have 2 a1s otherwise i will be forced to go somewhere i dun want aha hopefully tp TPTPTPTPTPTPTP

i just got back home,after a crazy/boring/fun/retarded/dolphin-like week in goldcoast,haha sea world was fun,movie world the rides totally scare me(not for the faint hearted la)and food was kind of nice actually but anyway SO MUCH FOR AUSSIE BEING HOT,EVRYDAY FREAKING COLD la and then 2 days ago had a super bad thunderstorm,my mum and aunt thought it was cyclone-.- anyway the trip back was just horrific or maybe i just hate long flights thats of course if u consider 7 hrs long the girl beside me keep sleeping and i wanted to go toliet so...........i had to battle the thought to jumping out la!OKAY I WANT A DOLPHIN FOR A PET ITS SO FREAKING CUTE ANDAND I GOT FREE FOOD FROM A FREND!that frend should know la i mean its a fish--- ok breakfats now BYE

its almost 8 hrs till my flight and im not sleeping its cant sleep rather so need to buy stuff from xiang,yewjin,mel,debbie,rachel,rena and some others take it as a break

well to start off this blog post on a im sick note is super loserish so i shall blog about saturday so played bball,jz didn come down cause he was tired so it was yihong,charlie,bo nian,derrick,andrew,xiang and me to play..well to say we start off well is a huge lie la!i missed almost all my shots and felt really off but then the big moment came some loser elbowed me(so obvious it was intentional) away just to shoot an underbasket and i was like wtf man but didn say out loud of course so i kind of started playing hard and in the end we won thanks to the entire team's effort.haha u should be wondering why am i so enthu huh?cause i hate people whom only do stuff to people whom they can do it to, damn loser only bully the weak.and yea im sick with flu or down with flu whatever theres no need to call me weak cause even strong people do fall sick its all part and parcel of life.anyway i kind of miss school as in seriously bet you all wondering IS THIS THE REAL IAN RIGHT YAYA TYPICAL LA but yea i do miss school i miss waking up in the morning all grumpy and irritated and having to tahan the teacher's scriptures.SO SCHOOL HURRY START OR I WILL REALLY ROT!ok its time to sleep im just exhausted nite evryone be happy always

man today was just a great day,went ccab to play bball with ex-teammates,super fun and funny please ryan omg ur the world's ultimate toufu SCREAMING FOUL AT EVRYTHING HAHAHAHAHAHA!but it was still hilarious and man finally saw dean and lionel after so long like haven seen them since i last died and then after went to eat dinner with jem,benji and yande at plaza sing,FUN DAY I WANT MORE

man i talked to 2 wonderful girls together,u know when u talk to someone whom u enjoy talking to the chemistry just falls in and u chat like old frends,plenty to talk about and plenty to laugh about i haven had this feeling in a long time thanks many i enjoyed talking to u both really turned up my mood and made me happy

i think.......its time i improved,just now at cc felt so much like a burden,actually was super stressed la but still managed to play fine but not excellent either so its somewhere in between and that guy who wore the 3rd division jersey bloody dirty please rebound pull jersey and hold hands........was winning so didn really care and got elbowed hell alot of times but kind of used to it

man was super tired ytd felt like gonna sleep anytime,anyway haha ur true colours have been revealed,i dun wanna talk to a person like you anymore u can just jolly well go and die.all the act cute and stuff man seriously creeped me man thats worst being a hypocrite i mean whats the point of acting in front of guys?you think ur so attractive yet u always tell me ur so ugly,seriously man no one owes u anything so stop thinking like the whole world owes you

another fustrating day on the court its not as if i didn try,i tried my best and really played hard sometimes maybe its just not good enough maybe i should just give up,but on second thought thats damn loser i got to train harder shut my critics up and probably become a person with stronger character

siansiansian,whats the point of playing ball...im not even myself on the court,both knees hurt and my right shoulder is strained,i cant explode inside and try getting rebounds over taller people neither can i play properly its like so near yet so far,can play yet play like shit got to buck up,got to train stamina and pray injuries dont derail me

oh man blisters on my two big toes freaking pain,run worse then an old man,how to cure blisters!? sway la kenna after olevels cant even play properly

its a studying day physics for like 4hrs?i decided that good guys are the ones who are bullied so from now on im not gonna be nice to some people anymore give them a finger they want the whole hand like man,haha caught with rena seng zi hui the pig from hillview,she got grounded thats really sad especially when sec 3 people r in the holiday mood,some people think when you love a person you must be together thats so old fashioned please and im hopeless in bgrs im gonna just take back my words on giving up basketball and concentrate on basketball and poly life i probably make new frends i hope someone teaches me better basketball techniques my current attitude and skill sucks its like just came out of Madagascar and step foot on a foreign land and you like admire those pros in action but anyway after thursday im free alrd got alot of catching up and dates to do.dates dosen mean those lovey dovey kind luh for example i got a lunch date with annette yea those kind i really wanna play basketball...god i sound like some hopeless kid with no future right?tell me about it i mean hahaha alot of heartbreaks so far leh most still hurt to the max im getting over it slowly,im most likely gonna bug darma so much he takes me to minyi training and probably die in the training and give me a 1% chance of getting to the team right now im person with very low self esteem and self belief so hopefully that will go up soon?i mean its hard to be in high spirits in this period right?but now evrything is hopeless maybe i can turn to something i love alot to pull me out of this quicksand and this bottomless pit i am just gonna keep thinking and thinking and the more i think the better im gonna get i got to push myself alot too like feel compilled each and everyday to go out and take it an extra mile
OK enough of the stupid loser emoish stuff god i think,time to look forward to happy times,SISTER COMING BACK SOON yea finally got someone to quarrel with at home and yesterday was kind of down when talked to annette and she really cheered me up with her randomness and craziness guess its good to sometimes talk to a crazy person?dont kill me if u see this post!haha yewjin really miss you too,people dont think im gay!hes my best frend la i wanna go ate night cycling with you soon prata and pool dates too!!!!!!!!!!gosh sucks when i dun laugh with you its just the brotherhood,the bond we share is just exceptional i dun think im gonna have a better frend then you,you were always there when i needed you and i just wanna thank you for that,it sucks ur going army next year so i guess i got to spend most of the time i have with you?cause like in army only can see u when u book out,im gonna miss you like hell alot when you migrate to usa,i wish you all the best and you will be always my one and only best frend and brother,haha i nvr said this to a guy but i love u i find you a part of my family yea thats all i have to say
nite folks have a nice day and let us make tomorrow a better day for evryone

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG PHUA CHU KANG DAMN FUNNY!i can spend all nite laughing!stomach cramps now!GO WATCH ON YOUTUBE!

HAHA

we are trying to get to the other end and ur in my way little boy!OMGOMG CLASSIC RACHEL!
and this friday is maths!looks like i got to try my best or die like an ant oh well NEXT WEEK THEN FREE ALREADY!tell me what am i supposed to do with my free time!dating?nah i probably flop the date,BBALL?!YEAYEAYEA swimming?oh hell yea as long as it dosen rain:(oh yea supposed to have some wrestling match with leonard liew but he told me he couldn make it.......anyway today was just awful,had the runs i think its the weather like at night so cold then day so hot and yaysyays bike is coming home next week say hello to ur new owner!ok enough of the fun now for the unfun part_____________having physics tution for 4 straight days i hope i dont fall asleep right gonna slp now night people have fun studying

prac damn screwed,there goes my a1 for combined science....eh rachel stop being a pig and go study ur heart out JUST CAUSE U HAVE AFFLIATION TO ACJC DOSEN MEAN U DONT NEED TO STUDY!and anyway u probably die without me irritating you all the time!

ok in this time of fear and anxiety we could probably build up and push our character to the limits i think im gonna get a2 for science and b3 for maths,im rarely wrong about my grades,hmmm MAYBE I WILL TRY SRJC!its like so near.....and with all the slackers!on 2nd though________________________-nahhhhhhhh!i think i will go temasek poly give up basketball and probably get a gf,or maybe a bf!if i turn gay of course.CHELSEA 5 BORO O just explains evrything Juliano Belletti omg la his goal damn marvellous and was watching golden state take on bucks on espn this afternoon damn man 2 buzzer beaters in the 4th quarter! damn cool but then again basketball..........haha hopeless

PS
just cause u dun wanna study dosen mean other people dun wanna study spare a thought for other people before u tell them to quit school not evryone is as loser as you and so what if ur in a freaking gang?when it comes to studies,basketball,anything except maybe being a prick you lose out so dont think ur always damn handsome oh please even my aunt's dog backside is cutter then ur rubbish plastered face and besides harrassing people u seem like some persistent worm that keeps burrowing itself in and in again comeon man evryone has a life,so dont waste it away like a loser

the ice palace in iceland i think?damn swee la entire palace built of ice and only during winter it can be built!cool man!




















yea the angel-falls in venezuela,so sad that venezuela is like one of the most dangerous places otherwise i confirm visit too















omg la!beautiful right? yea agreed but jump into the water and u get burnt cause the water is sulphuric acid,it turned acidic cause of the volcano which deposited sulphur into its water contents i so wanna visit there after olevels

i have concluded that childish people ppl like childish people,right now im suffering from lack of bball and from overeaction studying from olevels preparation.Damn typical right?singapore is like damn closed minded sometimes,i mean 15 yr old gals smoke and guys wearing skinnies.....totally yucks,plus the WORST THING IS THE EXAMS,sorry i dun like studying IN FACT I HATE STUDYING but am forced to cause im in a screwed up moe system that gives u results u always despise,all the talk about going to jc___________just empty talk im more likely going to poly and like try my best to get to uni,i cant wait to cycle around with my best frend like the last time we cycled to what little india?and almost crashed into people cause it was nite and indians are such a colourful colour.Using the com also getting damn boring,if it isn surfing the net or msn its downloading stuff and playing games or maybe im getting spoilt?tell me if i am cause i wouldn want myself turning into a spoilt scoundrel i need to run under the rain to like cool off this study-crazy mood and maybe just maybe theres still a place for me to relax at home evrywhere i go i hear nagging from the empress dowager

AND SOCCER IS FUCKED UP,wtf arsenal lost to hull....maybe west brom shoud beat manu then?

IM HAPPY!IM SMILY!ok yea im happy why?cause of a childish reason la!cause my mum allowed me to like get my ass downstairs and play basketball!its like damn rare she allows even my dad said he can go buy lottery today,basketball's the only thing that cheers me up when im super down oh yea lets talk about random stuff today i was talking to an old frend and we were laughing cause we practically wrestled evryday,i still rmb I BROKE HIS HAND CAUSE I F5ED HIM!!!!!!!!! FANTASTIC HUH?knew it and now its studystudystudy wa lao tmr tution,got to see miss act cute again


IM INFATUATED WITH BIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO MORE GAWKING/OGLING/STARING AT GALS!

im fucking sick with studying,life is studystudystudy for like 15 yrs and then what get a job find someone you love and get kids die,at the age of 50++......so freaking boring singapore is a fking boring place,we have ppl thinking they r right all the time,ugly people thinking they r handsome and fking twits guys who call themselves "xiao" like wtf twits should get a life and stop thinking that they r cute cause i think the pimple on my ass is cuter!and back to studying seriously man, how can humanities help you?i dun see how except if ur gonna become some evil dictator that casts armies onto diff continents,when Os r over u still got to deal with poly or jc and when thats over theres army followed by university or what die in a car crash tomorrow?hell man i cant think of anything when i study...is motivation need?!give me a hell yea!now im been studying for the past 3 hrs and not getting any better,am i doomed to fail?time will tell should i go play ball?give me ear plugs and a million dollar smile i might consider so fuck life and evrything that got to do with it

aha i updated!,yea i know its a blue moon what!anyway this few days have been ultra cold and i been slping more and more due to the terrific weather,jasper ur just sway that u went sentosa! anyway im ogling at bikes instead of gals like so cool right i mean bikes r sexy afterall!and went ikea eat ytd freaking filling man,swedish meatballs plus salmon,scold me if ur jealous.Os r like 50 days away,im not gonna play ball much for the next 2 months so yea gonna miss my downstair frends alot too.....and.........


BIKEBIKEBIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!i need mr bike asap l,my mum say until my Os over then buy like super sian pls without bike i lost my transport to places in senkang!

ARGGGG STOMACH CRAMPS,NO IM NOT PREGNANT YOU IDIOT!i attempted to do like 200 pushups but...........

ENDED UP DOING ONLY 90 PLUS BEFORE SUCCUMBING TO CRAMPS



PACKS!PACKS DAMNIT!come to me la dont make me come to you!

im speechless,thats rare cause if u know me im usually noisy and super hyper,but today haha guess it sort of spoiled my mood and i was super lethergic hmm tmr's tution at mavis again!but got to be grateful la i mean the centre is like supposed to be like closed but the maths teacher is still coming back to give us extra lessons,haha hope i do well for e maths d7 is a definately not in my dictionary.


ANDAND

COLIN SAID DOING 200 CRUNCHES A DAY HELPS U GET PACKS!!!!!!!!like wow im so gonna do that although im like dying after 100?!but still as the usual "hardworking" me i shall try!

GOODNITE FOLKS

and ur still a bitch

tell me,is there another person out there that has a worse method of driving in?I CANT FINISH WHEN I DRIVE IN NOR CAN I DRIVE IN WITH BLOODY CONFIDENCE!ok enough of bball,2 subjects for me is siao alrd freaking maths is shrinking my brain science isn that bad,arggggg that day while playing pool i accidentely dropped the cue stick on my big toe and now its freaking bruised and mg im becoming gay louis koo is super gd at acting i been watching his shows for the last 2 weeks SUPER NICE

suki sushi was omg...i ate enough to last an entire family and all of us had pot bellies!i think i am like 4 KG FATTER!so all the pigs pls welcome ur new brother!ANNETTE LEE U BLOODY PIG im not gonna punch my future gf la wat rubbish u sprouting?!and im so nice la HELP U CARRY UR STUFF!

today was crazy!we cycled to punggol cc and play,freaking hougang la!and me and you xiang while cycling up the hill,we both got cramps omg la the feeling is helpless,bloody pain i stone on the bike for about 5 mins.then went over to help you xiang of course huiyuan and jianzhong helped too i swear im nvr gonna cycle to far places cna die if i cramp on the way la and slacked with liming,youxiang,jianzhong and huiyuan at 260 talked like mad and laughed like mad too its been a greta nite,nite evryone!

arggggg my bloody leg hurts like mad i swear jian zhong's knees r damn sharp its like really omg and i rebounded like some mad guy desperate for ball my lesg ache IM OLD!anyway i got to stop this kind of lifestyle or i will go siao when i se books next yr

i just wasted 1 entire day like that how fast man day just passed!i woke up at freaking 8.45am! talk about being an early bird!jianzhong and you xiang came over to watch nbafinals,lakers vs boston sian la,boston referees r just bias man evry single thing is a foul and i thought that singapore referees r bad.......anywya lakers played damn hard,from 20 down catch up till 4 but boston clinched the game on free throws and i slp from 3 to 8 yes i admit im a pig dont need to tell me people and rushed downstairs to play like 1 and half hrs of bball

im tired but im extremely glad the past 2 days have been super fun,went chalet and didn SLP FOR AN ENTIRE NIGHT!went home and endured the whinings of mr s(sleep!)and finally got out to go skcc there wasn anyone there forlike almost 2hrs?then huiyuan came and we played 2v2 but so boring cause the team with jian zhong usually wins,ask him grow shorter damnit!then around 1.30 mingmin(pig!) came and felix too we played 4v4 which was real fun around 3?yx and co went home i stayed along and played till 5 then cycled home and attempted to rest on the bed which i finally slp as i dozed off instantly and got up at 9 at night kind of pangsehed you xiang and liming as i couldn go with them to chalet

i dunno why i am so happy today man,on the bball court keep smiling like some pervert who is into childporn!?anyway i studied maths today,arggggg!!!!!!!!emaths is seriously so difficult,e for erritating la shit man tmr is tution.....seeing the anggugueh face again i m seriously going crazy cause of maths if and all those people taking o level chinese told me it was easy la hope u guys do well and annette lee si han rocks ok!u and ur gong han!si han is so cool la write to ur frend can show wat a gd frend u are and dun get too mad!cause ur alrd 199%mad,anyway going tiong bahru to play bball tmr those china people better not play they always play super rough and i mean ultra duper rough even girls also bang siao la CANT U BE GENTLEMAN DAMNIT STUPID CHEENA PEOPLE GO BACK CHINA AND KILL UR DAUGHTERS LA!20 more days to the big event am i prepared to dance?i hope so man shitshitshit!if i step on another person leg sorry its INTENTIONAL!

ok so i didn manage to cycle to thomson plaza but i managed to rot at home kind of cool huh? anyway deborah sim!STUDY HARD!OR ELSE IWILL BURN UR ASS!ok la pls do well dont repeat last yr! and hell man alot of people going sajc to try out bball!thanks to me!i mean thank the school!its such a gd skool la tats why ppl wanna join!tution is seriously so boring and tiring i just wanna kill my tutor shes some old lady whose students r a 100 times prettier than her!ok la dun be so bad anyway today this super hot sun came and burn me till i was sweating like a stuck pig and then it suddenly it rained cats and dogs and pigs super heavy i was drenched as i ran to the bus stop I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND!SAJC OR TEMASEK POLY!?

another day has gone by,ian ho is 1 day older!im like super hungry how bet alot of people happy huh JUNE HOLS!1 MONTH!i rmb last yr june hols was like paradise la my sleep was returned in dramatic fashion!so u ppl can stop calling me pig cause u all also slp the same hrs as me!play full court today super fun la was running up and down like some chicken searching for its eggs but overall played ok la not fantastic but ok im so beat man today was fun!i want more full courts! and i woke up today with a freaking bad stomach ache must be cause i ate an entire tub of ice cream ytd nite for supper freaking nice la although my jaw was damn numb

im becoming a old man my knees hurt after i drank cold water,not first time alrd so ian is a lao ah pek!bet alot ppl will agree right?for all those times i called them pig and stuff oh ya goingwith rach on monday was fun although i got whacked by her alot tskkk la super violent la can u girls be gentle?!yea as i was saying quite fun la but................accompany her go shopping took 40 ys off my current lifespan seriously we spent wat 3 HRS SHOPPING?can die im nvr shopping with a gal again GOD HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL!

i went all the way to boon lay to meet jacklyn,freaking tiger la keep whacking me!watched what happens in vegas at jurong point and then accompanied her to bukit panjang i woke up at wat 6.30 today?so early la and while i was in church some pig was out with her mum shopping!she knows who she is still share to make me jealous!and im beat now later still maybe going out to slack with my frends?!so life is gd!and bad tmr's vesak day so looks like im meeting rachel again another tiger my god i gotta wear body armour maybe ironman suit will do fine!

went to watch jc matches today at sbc damn man hwa chung center is damn gay la hes freaking fast for a center the vjc cneter like some small kid when matched up with him(doubt i will do any better!)anyway hwa chung beat vjc by 20plus points,temasek jc also lost,to anderson jc like damn weird la temasek supposed to be owning,well the ball is round!and for girls rjc beat sajc,hwa chung beat vjc.so the finals for jc will be hwa chung vs ajc(guys) and rjc vs hwa chung(girls),and vjc girls team best player is a freaking guy la i swore she is 99% guy and 1% girl(caused of her voice!)she freaking shoots like a guy and rebound with both elbows flying at the hwa chung people siao right damn man im starting to hate girl-guys!

i feel so empty ha no mood to play bball nor sms or talk on the phone.this few days i been coughing non-stop like some thunderstorm well ytd was a reallie fun day i went toa payoh play bball with sam and abel at toapyoh west cc/braddel cc then rushed over to tiong to play a bit with my close frends today is mothers day and i spend the entire day with her such a fillial child right yea i hear the agreeing!

thanx to my mum for taking care of me today i had fever the whole day and was burning like some flame gun and she reallie took care of me and stuff i m so touched reallie i should seriously be nicer to my mum sometimes im pretty mean to her im so sorry mum im so sorry i will be a nicer and better son in the future

ha getting high on wine is the next best thing to orgasm jasper loong u sure got a point there anyway todae went out with yew jin and jem and kind of catched up with them jem's doing well in sp some business course and yew jin is going lasella(dunno how spell)and me lol u all know la dont need waste me typing here oh man i seriously need panadols this few days i got severe heahache and my fingers r still numb from that day collision on the court

yxiaun i appreciate the times we had together i kinda of miss it too but...we broke up once and u know im not those kind who like patching so cant we just let it be?pls concetrate on ur o levels and stop pursuing a hopeless relationship i wouldn have time for a relationship i have other things to complete and accomplish so pls understand?im still waiting for someone

ha my dad said i was useless ytd nite kind of used to it alrd so didn say anything much if just cause u dont see me study and u think i dont study then rack ur 55 yr old mind and think again pls

im sicksicksick slp at 3 wake up at 3!12 hrs of slp sufficient those going to skul be jelaous cause u should be!shit la man u bear barcelona 1-0 tycoo la was playing nba 08 the whole day la so boring didn go work cause sick being sick sux la dont fele like etaing nor feel like slping so irritating

woke up at 7 am todae felt like going freaking sec 3 remedia la so slpy then went mdis watch 3v3 tim's team fought hard but lost li ming team also lose some fat guy freaking solid man only yao guang team won and they got quite far the punggol central ah leng also got quite far left at around 12 plus went queensway eat lunch typical mac la then returned home to fetch some stuff and went skcc play bball wha damn tired cant play well at all played till like 10 plus?and then it was like dman tiring but fun li ming is a idiot la keep spraying water zzz!got home at around 11.10 wha super exhuasted but fun

rach u r seriously a pig la write tags also write name wrong zzz!cause me to think its a spammer.... and omgomg the telephone job sux!sux!its sucks so much i feel like kabooming the boss he is such a fag la he started dancing when the phone rang!like wtf?and his voice is those type that can be used to concoct slping pills trust me 1 pill will kill its a miracle i m still alive!

my shoulder is killing me doctor said my shoulder is overworked and the biceps around it r slowly tearing so chim la but it sounds serious i dun want an operation!i dun want to stay in the hospital i just wanna do wat i want this afternoon when was swimming i think i strained it again freaking pain la freestyle is not easy using 1 hand leh!and btw the person who know who she/he is when she/he reads this part so wat if u r pretty and popular la u r just a bitch who thinks shes one of the so called cool girls in ur skul pls guys flirt with u?more like flirt with ur mum la rich so wat man u cant bring all the money with u when u die and u said i m dumb?i think my chinese o levels trashed u flat and my english too so stfu and suffer in jc

ytd was seriously a fun day went out late at night to talk with jiaming,youxiang,grifford and li ming met at plaza and had a great time chatting and then went downstairs jiaming house to play monopoly sounds lame huh?not us man we were laughing likesome mad people it is fun spending time with u people i dun mind again man anyway i sprained my ankle and its swollen pretty bad thanx yao guang for giving me advice and telling me to cheer up when we lose a match it does make me feel better and todae got a guy wanted to fight with me caued i pulled his hand while he was going for a layup tats my fault so i should apologised but he stared at me so i didn what any normal person will do stare back at him loh lame right tell me about....

rach stayed over ytd nite i couldn slp on the bed cause she snatched it first as usual~!she got up at like 10 and saw me in the hall slping like a log and she asked me a damn lame question u didn slp in ur room ah?!of course la!u want me slp with u ah siao!then made lunch for her and sent her home u r not gonna stay my house again man u hogged my bed like a queen la!

u r pretty but just a bitch at heart, u r sexy but just a slut in actions u r cheerfulbut just trying to be a hypocrite

so it rained the entire evening and the floor is so wet i thought that swimming pools are dry la evrytime when am damn bored it rains sort of kills the mood and i think i m shrinking or is it people r growing?both la i m an old man anyway 16 yrs on this earth is not getting any better i wanna go to skul!life is seriously too boring without skul

omg rachel pls take care ur knee isn meant to bend tat way!todae rain cats and dogs so didn go down to play bball go unity sec!win the b div girls tournament!btw sam,ur ex bf sucks for a bball captain and hes like so ego wth proud whens hes tat lousy?a bad start for a act big guy

omg la maia lee is pregnant like so typical of her and btw i m gonna say this dont say i m a slacker! i am not attending first yr of poly told my mum i will focus on retaking my maths but..... actually just an excuse for me to slack?i mean 1 yr on 1 subject.... abit the extra time ah?

wha knn la fucking hypocrite!in front of me fucking horny in front of gals act cute bloody hell get a fucking life la i dun reallie use f words in blog so be honoured i get that bloody word out of my dictionary for u boyslut!go nyp big ah ur o level results this yr and my not much diff loh cant even get an A for chinese still say wat i m gonna trash u in chinese seriously u think i m impressed?say wat fit?!pls la ur bloody 2.4 is 17mins even my great grandma can run faster and cant even do 1 pull up?!i can do 8 la still say wat i unfit?get ur facts right la 4 eye dick head good in chess for fuck?so chess can help u earn money in singapore?cant eve play bball well say can dunk?liars go to hell u know... still ask me when u go out with gals can i come along answer obvious no la when u go out with gals do u ask me along?no right so why u wanna know the people i know?despo ah despo get ur ass to thailand and do it with a pimp la sorry u not even fit to do it with the prosts cause u r not even a worm u r the bits of sand that people stamp on dun make me pissed again or else i and u fan lian and i mean it

ok todae is such an annoying and lame day la i GOT THE JOB!only to lose it an hr later......trust me even a patient person will be la the customer ask me wats fish and chips?!i of course will say fish and chips la!typical ans wat right?bet the anyone reading also will say tat!then he ask how much i think was too slpy leh from 5.90 read as 590 bucks!and cause not enough slp was a grumpy old man so when the bald man(my boss) ask me i was like he asked me wats fish and chips leh?wtf will someone in the right mind ask me such a question its like asking r u a guy?do u have an adam's apple?same logic right then he shouted U R FIRED!for some reason i was glad so i yelled U R FIRED TOO!hope he get an heart attack i didn even get the 6 bucks i deserved as i worked for an hr!

hey i read this somewhere it tricked me at first!
As you lie back your muscles tighten.
You put him off for a while searching
for an excuse, but he refuses to be
swayed as he approaches you.

He asks if you're afraid and you shake
your head bravely. He has had more
experience, but it's the first time
his finger has found the right place.

He probes deeply and you shiver; your
body tenses; but he's gentle like he
promised he'd be.

He looks deeply within your eyes and
tells you to trust him-he's done this
many times before.

His cool smile relaxes you and you
open wider to give him more room for
an easy entrance. You begin to plead
and beg him to hurry, but he slowly
takes his time, wanting to cause you
as little pain as possible. As he
presses closer, going deeper, you feel
the tissue give way; pain surges
throughout your body and you feel the
slight trickle of blood as he
continues. He looks at you concerned
and asks you if it's too painful. Your
eyes are filled with tears but you
shake your head and nod for him to go
on. He begins going in and out with
skill but you are now too numb to feel
him within you.

After a few moments, you feel
something bursting within you and he
pulls it out of you, you lay panting,
glad to have it over. He looks at you
and smiling warmly, tells you, with a
chuckle; that you have been his most
stubborn yet most rewarding
experience.

You smile and thank your dentist.
After all, it was your first time to
have a tooth pulled..

SEESEE TRICKY RIGHT

so it rained like the whole afternoon...i resorted to playing poker with myself!so cool rite bet no one tried tat I WANT CHIPS!haven touched bball since wednesday BORED!!!!!!!!!!!someone helpme?

just woke up slp at 3 ytd nite so damn tired...anyway haven been blogging recently like no topic leh boredboredbored!so bored i resorted to playing poker with myself so bo liao rite!tell me bout it man I WAN SKUL TO START!rare huh dont laugh its true besides smsing,playing bball and going out i got nth to do such a boring life la!later most likely going down play bball can at least train my shooting....
PS rachel u r not only a pig so r u a idiot la play bball with u can die TATS Y DUN WANT PLAY WITH U DONT KILL ME THANX!!!!!!!!

went for some interview todae at chinatown wat the person told me reallie put me in a daze man maybe wat i wear is reallie very sloppy?but tats myself wat yes must respect urself and dress up to feel gd tats perfectly true tok bout waxing my hair haven waxed my hair b4 CAN U BELIEVE IT!?A 17 YR OLD GUY DUNNO HOW WAX HAIR GENIOUS EH?my god and maybe shes right i do dress very sloppy maybe i am just lazy maybe just not used to it ahh dunnoman many things running through my mind and its like........

u have to respect a 61 point game for the outram point guard god knows wat his name is anyway todae is a tiring day man went to meet samantha aka miss extremely vain at ps wha i swear shes damn s****!!!!!!!!!!dun think dirty people and than went to play ball with her at toa payoh rained cats and dogs...and PIGS TOO!got a headache man maybe migranes....argggg i swear annette is mad and alot of people cant beat her at being mad!

went out with rachel today to vivo she is seriously insane la wanted to have eating competition with me PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM SO GONNA LOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THE WAY..........jialat siah my memory failing me howhowhow?brain too occupied and and at vivo there saw damn mad people u know this gal was kissing the guy then suddenly he shouted out I M IN HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!MAD RITE!?theres the no.1 guy classified under ian's madbook!ok coming up something retarded but i want it to happen!
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kinda of sad now u know when u listen to a song that was urs and ur ex fav song well maybe i do miss her after all maybe we had a massive fight man chua yixuan i m sorry for wat evr i did to u gd luck with ur future relationships i guess i miss u and reallie want to talk to u but things cant be the same last time u know i hate patches and ever since like somewhere june last yr we haven toked much maybe this is fate?maybe we r fated to be at loggerheads for a long time?we met in perhaps the most random and weirdest ways and u were my longest relationship ever 1 and a half yrs wow man not many people i know can stay that long anyway ok enough bout that sad part coming to the postive parts todae went for training in skul with the juniors omg man they seriously got a lot of work to do maybe only hamin is like godly the rest cant play man gd luck juniors bye acs bye the skul which i hated,loved and will miss

todae's valentine day omg man all the lovey dovey couples dont bug me thanx anyway went out at 9 to meet rachel at marina square alamak siah she so early and i tot i was early..watched movie then train to century square to buy chocolates for her plus walk around sent her home at around 4 plus?then went home slp for a while till i rmb then jianzhong asked me go down play now i m multi tasking eating dinner and using com

belated new yr people cny has been great so far but most of the days were super tiring cause i didn have enough slp...anyway my dad has 3 new phrases in his dictionary andwhen he say it is like hilarious man no.1 when we ask him fetch us somewhere-he will say NO TIME LA!then if we say we need to get there-UR PROBLEM LA then ause we usually slp very late-HE WILL COME OUT OF HIS ROOM AND SAY SOMETHING WRONG WITH U!wah we made a big joke of it ytd anyway todae i m gonna visit my chinese teacher the one whos been teaching me since p5 bye folks

heartbreak?u think i dunno wats heartbreak?my best frend died when i was p4 i didn cry but i didn talk much for a week u ppl r just in some relationship problem and u take it as if its the end of the world very fun slashing ah y dun slash ur heart and die on the spot isn it better that way? this post is dedicated to andreas thong always in my heart always be buddies

love?!
wats love?sec 1 and sec 2s definately do not understand this word maybe its just smt to be possessed and not let go of,true love is when both parties know when to give in and when not to and also when theres a great amount of chemistry between 2 people of the opposite genders and they r interested of being a relationship.those sec 1s and 2s who r in a relationships,du waste ur time ur so called self-proclaimed love is only cause u wanna experience wats love and how is it like to be loved by someone who is a stranger to u maybe it will last 2 weeks?maybe a month but at the end of the day time to shup up,break up and concetrate on things that make a big impact in life tat is no such thing as cant live without u cause if tats the case u live for wat?go jump down the well or just commit suicide ppl dump u getover it and live life to the fullest and for twits pls get a life and rmb the language ur parents teach u no extra x,z,or NUMBERS!

didn play bball todae so went to do some fitness activities did 8 pull ups and chalked up 13 mins of run maybe nvr run for too long feel a little dizzy after running and feel damn hot keep sweating dunno y
oh ya this is a quiz than my frend sent me found it lame yet amusing:
what gives men so much pleasure that they shout?dont think dirty la its football in fact scientists discovered that a human heart beats faster when watching soccer then having sex!

have u had ur big O yet?once again people dont think dirty i m speaking bout o levels so uuuuu how u do?

name me a b division basketball team that beat catholic high in the finals?Peicai secondary.....2003-04 team they had one center who scored 42 points aginst them!mvp of course

thats all for todae im beat man running takes out alot in a person especially me!nites folks!

its been a while since i last blogged.....well stuff r still fine my route is headed to poly oh ya that day something that totally disgusted me happened i dunno wat why or whatever but some guy thinking i am a gal asked me for *** la like wtf man this kind of ppl deserved to be castrated man whip out a knife and u hear a loud scream anwyay i shall stop not much to say i feel damn lifelss ytd not enough slp zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

arggg my neck,back and head all in bad shape i got a huge bump on my head and my neck and back when move damn pain i landed awfully that day was trying to steal a ball then found myself flying and landing head first wha the pain when first landed is omg man so bloody pain then knocked out leh

my F**KING SHOULDER IS KILLING ME I CANT EVEN SHOOT PROPERLY WITHOUT FEELING PAIN!is like when u r about to shoot then a sharp pain runs through ur shoulder wha damn irritaing man

WHA GOT BACK FROM HOLIDAY boy does it feel good when u r back in ur own house with ur own stuff wooosssshhhh!anyway todae was real fun went to pass smt to rena seah she is such a pig ok and she is rare man eat the mac wings damn clean oh haven i got gd memory?rmbed urs and ur sis;s birthday haix wat to do ok better not self praise later she call me self praise queen anyway i took lrt with her to escort her to tution see i m so nice rite heap the praises ppl!and then got home and it rained cats and dogs and PIGS!ok la overall todae is a great day debbie yap si qi u r not guai and ur a TALL PIG!!!!!!!!!I M NOT HUNGRY GHOST!!!!!!!ok todae bball was fun damn tiring though rated 9/10 for todae

back from holiday wha u know the environment in phuket is super corrupted la there r like hookers near those road side stores and loitering around the bars there anyway this is the worst holiday i have evr been i only bough one item for myself la wth so pathetic food sux,hotel sux evrything sux,if u think i m the worst critic pls if u r here u will say stuff that should be stuffed in ppl's asses so ya going down play bball later haven played since thursday omg la afraid get rusty

just got back home.....watched linger with yew jin told him that that show is the kind of show that guys watch with their gfs and he was like oh f**k u man and just now sat in the 86 and this ok-looking gal sat beside me she kind of reminded me of jacqueline from the chalet in terms of looks and body features only diff is she stay senkang and jac dosen anyway todae was a pretty tiring day practically rotted the whole day at home and consumed 3 packets of ruffles barbecue potato chips think gonna die of cancer at this rate ok so debbie ya si qi wants a unique key chain, deborah sim botak wants bubblegum i make sure put some hair loss cream inside!rena seah and sandra says the same thing get stuff i think will suit them and think i m in love man with who i wouldn say this is the ultimate guess i mean shes sec 4 and haven gone out with her b4 so its like ya i haven even toked to her much and m in love wow what a loser rite oh ppl pls rain ur curses on me so i might feel better some ask me go for it some ask me wait cause she has n levels maybe its fate?believe one can change one's fate and hope that wouldn waste anymore time regrets are what brought me to todae and regrets may be what i hate most.....

had a tiring day todae playing bball somehow i kind of like being in tim's teammore and more cause its like i got alot of confidence when i m in his team and hes a great team mate ok anyway bout todae wow i was so bored the whole afternoon is like got a sudden craving for smt but dunno wats it...mysterious huh dont think so much ppl or else gonna get headache tats all for tonite nites evryone

had an off nite today shot 1-8 in my first game then 4-17 in my 2nd game dont ask me how i rmb i dont even remember my stats is my frends help me memorise?i m scared to shoot cause i m afraid my team mates scold but i realise smt,whenevr i play badly my team loses,dont say i m ego its the truth,i tried my best for rebounds but sometimes just not gd enough i dont know wheres the energy that i had in sec 3 the non stop offensive rebounder spirit ok enough bout bball my life is f**king screwed up man its like so boring ppl like yew jin r gd with gals but i ain but hey i m not jealous bout tat but for those critics,its like this is the way i am u wanna me change then kill me hate me love me up to u the situation has not improved cause liking someone is a chore i feel like killing someone dunno y,i think its depression caused by wat...cant live without u but whos this u refering to?i dunno and i dont wanna know tats could be my worst nitemare
i hate ah lians

thanx tim for a great team todae reallie enjoy playing bball thanx evryone downstairs for laughing with me and playing with me bball u reallie make my life churn,sometimes when i feel down and go downstairs i nvr fail to smile cause u guys r always there making me laugh whether is it acting stupid or funny moments,188 reallie has its moments,i miss 299 though well got to move on rar ppl i going back to skul soon.....

u think u r tat special?u think wat elbowing ppl aside is fun?this ain the first time u played rough with us we r ur frends...when u elbowed me ytd i was so pissed if if was u and me i wouldn have fought with u but it isn u think u r cute eh?malysian and stuff let me tell u smt ok i dun like u and dont push it cause at the en of the day u make more enemies not me

i feel lost i think its cause i m not going skul usually this time will be in skul suffering and hey i haven not touched bball for damn long its like gonna get rusty man going bedok mrt staion later to meet tall pig and pass her presents.ok maybe i like being a loner?tats y i am at home playing game those ppl who going to jc SUFFER!those aiming poly give me hi-5 and u rock!this the 287th time i m listening to open arms by journey now then i know y rena likes oldies songs its real nice starting to reallie like this song

debbie chak aiyo dont be sad cause ur mum ranted at u,yes parents can be harsh at times but u know at the end of the day its all for ur own gd maybe i wasn there to witness it,maybe u might say i dunno how u feel when u kenna bombarded by her insults nut hey dont even think of commiting suicide DYING IS NOT AN OPTION IF U SO EASILY DIE that means u dont treasure ur life u have to maybe prove ur mum wrong,ur mum do have high expectations yes evry parent has tat otherwise they wouldn be called parents and being in a neighbour hood skul isn tat bad u know in fact i have met some wonderful ppl from neighbourhood skuls,smart dosen make a person complete,it is her or his inner self or guts if u lose faith in urself and dont believe in urself who will? dont even think of dying again ok?this paragraph is dedicated to debbie chak min hui
Now moving on to todae damn man wats wrong with the weather it is driving me nuts and i went beauty world buy games todae FAKE LA THEN WAT REAL AH I NOT RICH LEH ok installing them the stupid pro evol is damn laggy and cant be my laptop cause the graphics are damn gd and nba 08 is quite fun using portland quite cool gonna meet tall pig tmr passing her her presents and some books rite now i ain tired so dont make me.getting back to the pic how will u feel if one of ur best frends fall for the girl u also kind of like but dont show it that kind of hurts rite?do u give up on that girl?be a bastard and backstab ur best frend?or wish them gd luck?now moving on to part 2 what if the girl likes u?but u pushing her to ur frend?will she like it?will she feel like an ice cream being shared buy ppl?damn getting reallie tricky huh heres the trickiest part what if the girl cant chose between u and ur frend?u got to ask casonova that man i cant ans that question cause my ans will be like screw her and get on with life but what if u r some emo guy who get hurt easily?i dont know much emo ppl man so got to find out...if my best frend liked her i will ask him go for it yes it will hurt but time cures all pain yea?and i think if i reallie like someone i will feel happier to see that person with someone she reallie likes and my best frend with her or smt maybe?learn this part from deborah sim those in relationships read my post and ans me thanx

Wha kao just got home from chalet ytd nite at chalet almost did smt damn wrong la cause playing truth or dare then i sway leh kenna kiss someone plus the bottle ended up at someone called Jacqueline or smt I SWEAR MAN SHE BLOODY VIOLENT THROW THE MARSHMALLOW AT XIAVIER LA WTH HAIX WAT TO DO ALL GIRLS CALLED JACQUELINE R LIKE TAT!!!!!!anw so cut the bullshit bet u guys were like nvr kiss...shes a gal after all eh i m a guy and i have my own principals sounds stupid but its true so in the end didn kiss her and i got to thank yew jin for tat lol he save my life leh sibei zhai!ya loh then that jacqualine ah so ungrateful loh she and her frend sin yee sepnd the whole day whacking me loh eh i m so innocent la when saying gd bye that time tat violent person still whack me on the stomach luckily not a little below or else u know if u dont know go ask ur mum la!and chalet was fun man only that i ate more then i cooked which is BAD!and this girl called Alyn kenna smashed by egg thrice la super dao mei man ok enough for todae let the guy slp thanx

I DIDN GET THE JOB!!!!!!!!The idiotic boss say wat work in pair must split pay then he marry to his wife how come his head nvr split?so i rejected the offer went to orchard with jem and then rotted in the train home!well i got a terrible headache so ya hey botak gal if u r reading this since u want me to feature u i shall~~DEBORAH SIM IS MY BEST FREND!!!!ok pls evryone my laptop is dead so i m using my sister laptop anw was walking home and saw a snail whose shell was cracked on the road is like so ewwww...its like u being there without ur outer structure maybe tats y it died?ok lamelamelame damn i m tired wet and grumpy just like a old man who got on the wrong bus nites ppl gonna slp or gonna become lao fu zi!!!!!!!!!!!

DBBIE YAP SI QI IS SUCH A PIG!!!!!!!!!she dosen want to admit that shes jealous of me cause i can use the com!ok la was smsing her the whole day gd for her she had a gd dream 2 nites ago actually is i wish her so ya the all powerful ian ho!?damn i m crapping again was feeling pretty down ytd nite,thanx to joanne i m feeling better she reallie cheered me up alot anw nows lunch and my mum is screaming at me to eat BUT I M NOT HUNGRY!i so want play bball man but too bad i need to work in the evening damn...teenage romances dont last cause we r simply too childish to uphold a relationship in those rare cases means that they have matured fast enough dont u find it funny?adults dun want to be in a relationship but we r so eager to be in relationships maybe is cause we r despo?maybe cause we wanna have a gd experience well this maybe list could go on for ever there is a thousand and one reasons that could ring in our mind.those ppl going to jc for first 6 weeks gd luck enjoy ur tenure there those whom barely missed,tough luck jiayou anw i m getting worried bout my results but tat ain because i didn work hard enough but cause this is called post-results syndrome some kind of disease i made up myself gd luck u gonna need it...

todae was a rather weird day..can u believe i went to find a job?with jem we found a job which we work as ice cream sellers earning about 7.50 an hr not bad eh?working hrs is from 6-10pm and ppl tot i was lazy!went to play pool too lost to jem 4 games to 2 well not bad alrd lols...saw a few acs barker boys there and were like hi here hi there sounded so family-like and its like AFTER O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!so freedom is there as it lasts

sian leh at home rotting away thanx to debbie for helping me with my blog so pathetic man only 3 posts guessit will slowly build up....

Wahahaha. GanBoyfriend ! Seee.
I'm sucha clever girl.
Handle this blog well!
Don't let it go dead. I smack you arhs.
I'll check the blog ok. (:
Don't say I bhb. You also clever laa k. ><
Loves, GGF (:
xoxo

my 2nd post omg i started a blog so late....mine only has 2 posts so pathetic loh...